30 Day 🚫🚬 Challenge Day 1

Today was a challenging one I have smokers, yelling children, pre-tween attitudes just life all around.Which gets extremely overwhelming which is why I smoke in the first place. It's an excuse to get away from everyone and have a little time to myself. So Day 1. I did not conquer it yet I did not fail. I usually smoke a pack or two a day. Today I smoked 4 cigarettes. I made it from 6 am till 6pm with out 🚬. It wasn't until my attitude got the best of me. I wanted to Hulk punch the shit out of everything,that I snapped and decided. I'm buying cigarettes the smoke around me didn't help. The matter nor did the personalities. I couldn't figure out why my video won't post so this will suffice for now. I'm trying again tomorrow.

I'll leave you all something to do with the kiddies for the weekend. #FRIDAYFUNFINDS

Goodnight All!!!😘

30 Day Challenge!!! Quit Smoking Forever!! Send those videos!!!

Good Morning! I've been seeing challenges all over. That are ignorant beyond belief yet people are taking part in them. So I have a challenge for all The Mommy's of the WORLD for 30 Days QUIT SMOKING!!! You can use the space here to vent, yell, and scream. I will be posting a video a day for the next 30 days to log my journey. Your encouraged to send in yours to share your journey as well.

I have struggled for the past 15 years with this nasty habit. When in stress I smoke a cigarette, when happy I smoke cigarettes, when bored I smoke. I mean the list could go on and on. I had every excuse in the world why I couldn't quit, why I'd pick a cigarette up. Therefore I am now challenging my self to be healthier for myself and children.

Nothing happens over night, yet I'm told cold turkey is better than weening yourself off so let's give a chance. Stock up on Fruit, Nuts,Water, Vitamins, Gum, Peppermints and whatever else you deem a necessity.  

Check out these articles they may help!

http://www.parents.com/parenting/moms/healthy-mom/quit-smoking/

https://www.quitterscircle.com/story/moms-best-advice-to-help-you-quit-smoking

Tips and tricks for a busy moms at home or on the go!

Are you juggling the kids, schedules, laundry, book clubs and more. Is it making you feel stressed, like the load is getting to heavy. Here are some tips to help you get through. Check Out Modern Families+Fresh Ideas Parenting Article 10 Stress-busting Tips for Busy Moms. I've been trying and it's been helping maybe it will help you too! Click The Link : http://www.parenting.com/article/10-stress-busting-tips-for-busy-moms

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For the next hour I'll be answering any and all questions!

Tacky Tuesdays

        I live in a Urban area I see more than enough ignorant occurrences. The most ignorant that, I see are weak women. I grew up in a partially single parent household. My mother married when I was 14. I never saw my mother cry even though I knew she did I did not witness it. She raised me to not cry in public.

      My mother made it happen by any means necessary,where she went I went, and where I went she did as well. We been through some things but I never knew it. Not until I was old enough for my mother to sit me down, and talk to me about it I was 21.

     Now in 2016 there is a fair group of mothers who do the DAMN THANG! at any cost. THEN there's the other. I wish I could make the words smaller than that. Those who choose men over their children, material things, drugs, money etc. etc. YALL MAKE ME SICK!

     To top it off these be the same bitches walking around like they Queen of Sheba. BITCH BYE!!!! IF YOU DON"T GET YA LIFE!! in the words of Tamar Braxton. Just because you have ovaries does not mean you should procreate and it's the same for the SLIMY ASS wanna be called DADDY BUMS. I'm too Baked.

Messy Madness Facial Gone Wrong!

So over the week end my daughter started her DYI's she began with egg whites and tissue paper. She's impatient and refused to wait to go to a craft store before beginning so she used toilet tissue. I like to let her be a mad scientist so, toilet tissue it was LOL. It had the same effect She then went a step further with her madness and put green food coloring in it, which I don't think benefits nor harms the skin. She's 11 whatever, we watched this tutorial on YouTube: Beauty By Josie she's really funny. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pxgQiFERRs . I don't believe what I hear so I had to research it myself before letting her do it. This is what I found: http://www.thedermreview.com/egg-white-mask/ I think I'll be doing it properly this weekend minus the food dye. I think it's better to use home remedies rather than buying products. I believe once you start using products you have to continue to use them. That's to much revenue on something you could achieve yourself for FREE.  I forgot! Outside the process of facials, and me watching The Revenant with the lovely Leonardo DiCaprio. As I was hypnotized and the movie was epic. I burned her chocolate chip cookies. She was upset but quickly recovered with ice cream.  Had a blast!!!

FAIL!!!! "She was not happy"

When The Ones You Love Most Show True Colors

       Let's talk about people whom we love, that profess to love us back yet in trying times, the truth peeks from behind lying lines.

     You go out of your way to help someone, who gave you their ass to kiss when life benefited them. You put the terms on the table and they agreed. Yet when the curtains open they get stage fright. Nowadays there is no such thing as being honorable,the majority speak breathless lies, all ways trying to find a way to juke you.

     Only thing is I'm not the correct person to pull this shit on. I have 3 children. I'm obligated to and more than gratefully blessed to care for. I don't fuck around when it comes to my children. Now with that being said, you jive with my money your jiving with my children. "Your standing in the way of me providing for my children." You have instantly made an enemy of me.

     In hard and trying times, when you have to be a friend. You find you are in all actuality friendless. When trying your best to be the bigger person, giving someone the benefit of doubt but all signs and road ways are showing you the opposite. In the end your the fool. Dear friend I Loved you boundlessly, yet I love my children, morale, and self respect 1000,000,000 times more. I refuse to be played like a baby grand.

     I show my love, not speak it. If not and when reciprocated I too shall love no more....  There are many who claim their love for their children and others. Yet their actions dance the devils dance. I LOVE MY CHILDREN. For them, their happiness and livelihood ALL TIES WILL BE BROKEN
True Colors.......